“The world gives you so much pain and here you are making gold out of it — there is nothing purer than that.”— Rupi Kaur, Milk and Honey
“Sometimes I think about using drugs again but it will never be “just using drugs” for me, because eventually I become the abused and the drugs become the abuser. I loved the escape, but I cannot afford it, because for an addict like me the price is too steep. It only takes one and I’m in too deep.”
8 months & 26 days clean, 10:41 pm
There is so much irony in the phrase “getting high”,
because really, all it ever does it take you lower
and lower,
until rock bottom knows your name.
1. Trying to please, and be acceptable, to others
2. The fear of making a mistake
3. The fear of change
4. A fear of the future
5. Guilt or shame that’s tied to your past
6. Beating yourself up or putting yourself down
7. Over-thinking
8. Living by your feelings
9. The desire to get even with others
10. The tendency to procrastinate.
sometimes i feel like im suffocating in my own skin, always gasping for air yet never being able to fill my lungs. The weight of the world crushing me while my own tears cause me to drown. I reach out for help only to slip and fall, the process starting once more. -ghost
I love when I realize that I’m handling a situation better than my old self would have.
(via wanna-be-heard)
i would make an excellent goon. i’d be like ”on it boss” and then i’d fuck it up instantly.
(via fiftyshadesofperfectionn)